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nothing is going to last forever

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    Today when i came back home from my English class, i did not feel good. I felt demotivated and overwhelmed. To be honest, i knew that i had a lot of work to do and i was checking the time constantly t...

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  • Vulnerablity

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    When you leave your comfort zone. when you take up new challanges, You are actually exposing yourself to the possiblity of failing. Although you may feel scared or vunerable, it makes you feel strong....

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  • i feel dreadful

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    خیلی غمگینم. به دوستام فکر می کنم، رابطه هایی که داشتم، علی الخصوص این آخری. حس بدی دارم. غمگینم. یه بخش از غمگینی بخاطر اینه که حس می کنم اون اذیت کردم. اما وقتی واقع بینانه نگاه می کنم میبینم اگر او...

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  • all lost

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    از دو سه روز پیش اصلا حال خوبی ندارم. از وقتی که اون اتفاق افتاد و کارهایی که کردم. نمی دونم واقعا اون کار برای یک دختر انقدر ناراحت کننده هستش. یا اینکه اون داره خیلی بهم سخت میگیره. میگه تو بهم اعتم...

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  • self-hatred

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    I know i hate myself somehow. I can feel it in many situations. It's not so bad although it is a bit annoying, when you try to make it disappear. It wont go away. It just become bigger and frustrating. I'm OK with it. I am who i am, I wish I hadnt been like this. Let's face it.Life is not what you wish. I usualy feel shameful when I'm talking about myself and I can understand it. It's difficult to me to show my feelings and express them. However I know i need a remedy for this. I gue...

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  • physical abuse , threatening

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    In the name of God Today i had an unkind experience. I had a fight with my brother. He was threatening me because I didnt accept his request. We have a car and today I didnt let him use our car because I think its my right to use it and its not his exclusive property. it's shared for the whole family. So i refused him. He always xa0no think he is superior to us and because he has some works to do , Nobody has no rights. I dont wanna talk about his personality and his lack of discipline. In my wh...

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  • Difference between First step in SA and Coda

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    xa0I was reading the First step of SA. The description is easy to understand. I got that as we cant contro; ourselves againts lust, We have to be aware of what we are doing. For example if you are watching nude pictures of people, You would probebly put yourself in a situation which lust will take control of you. So to be all clean and in peace you should pay attention to what you are doing and what is going in your mind. There is a beatiful sentence in the book. it said we are not powerless ove...

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  • Im worried

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    Hi. My brother is getting married and Today He wants to take some pictures and I have to be there as his Bestman. I am a little worried about it. I dont know what would happen in there and who are the others. So my mind is involved by this thaughts and the things that i dont know because I havent experienced these kind of weddings. I have to shave my face and brush my hair and wear clothes. I know that Im not responsible about the whole event. im just there because my brother is getting married ...

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