
Today when i came back home from my English class, i did not feel good. I felt demotivated and overwhelmed. To be honest, i knew that i had a lot of work to do and i was checking the time constantly t...
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احساسات مبهمی دارم، دقیقا مطمئن نیستم که ناراحتم ازش یا نه؟! یه حسی بهم میگه باید ناراحت باشی ازش اون بهت بی توجهی کرده پس سعی کن ناراحت باشی و تلافی کنی. توام بی محلی کن، کم حرف بزن باهاش. آنلاین نشو...
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In the name of God Today i had an unkind experience. I had a fight with my brother. He was threatening me because I didnt accept his request. We have a car and today I didnt let him use our car because I think its my right to use it and its not his exclusive property. it's shared for the whole family. So i refused him. He always no think he is superior to us and because he has some works to do , Nobody has no rights. I dont waa talk about his personality and his lack of discipline. In my whole life I've had a fear inside. and I was always wondering what would happen if i oppose somebody in a matter. So this fear controled my life and I couldnt stand by my rights, So i comprimise in all matte...
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I was reading the First step of SA. The description is easy to understand. I got that as we cant contro; ourselves againts lust, We have to be aware of what we are doing. For example if you are watching nude pictures of people, You would probebly put yourself in a situation which lust will take control of you. So to be all clean and in peace you should pay attention to what you are doing and what is going in your mind. There is a beatiful sentence in the book. it said we are not powerless over Se*ual behaviours. However, we are powerless over lust. It emphasize on the power of free will in human being. But if it happens, if the lust take your control You cant fight with it, you have to seek ...
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Hi. My brother is getting married and Today He wants to take some pictures and I have to be there as his Bestman. I am a little worried about it. I dont know what would happen in there and who are the others. So my mind is involved by this thaughts and the things that i dont know because I havent experienced these kind of weddings. I have to shave my face and brush my hair and wear clothes. I know that Im not responsible about the whole event. im just there because my brother is getting married and i have to be there. and the other thing is that i by myslef have everything i need, I have a god and The universe is doing the things well So there is nothing to be worry about....
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